They did not want to put me under general anesthetics due to the fact that my blood pressure was so high and all the other risk factors so I had a Spinal Block. The sounds one could hear and everything I could see in the light freaked me out completely. First they could not find him. He had moved to a totally different position from when they did the scan. When they found him they had to take him out feet first. I kept on asking why is he not crying. He wasn't breathing. They briefly brought him to me and he was ice cold to the touch and his skin was grey. I knew he was in great danger. Then they took him away and started working on saving his life. I didn't know what was going on with my son as they pushed me into the recovery room. I didn't know if I would see my son again. I hope no one ever has to feel that way.
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